Your Afterglow

angelmon posted this last April 30, 2006 at 06:12 PM.

with that reply i know feel good. . . but before my conscience bothers me every time i remember the chances i let go to talk to you. . .

bout the guys you where pissed off. . . i know bout that cause i was there when that happen. . . i just dont say a word i just keep in silence. . . but i'm glad now knowing that your not mad at me. . . just give me the right time . . .

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from time to time i always think of many things that mean nothing and thing that are related to me and things that affects me in my life. . . let me cite you some examples. . .

one thing with my public attitude. . . you may always see me quiet thats because i'm not use in talking much i am more on a LISTENER. . . and if you see me always laughing or smiling that does not mean i have no problem, i may say i'm wearing a mask whenecer i'm out. . . i always want to find the person i can tell all my feelings and problems, and someone who understands me. . . with regards to my quietness i just dont have the words or my mind always become empty with having a topic to talk to. . . . ohhh no i'm becoming madrama nanaman with my post. . .  enough with myself lets talk about my day. . .

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how's my day? uhmm. . . i woke up this morning at 8 am

ate breakfast: on the list hotdog sandwich and bibingka. . .

watch the t.v up to 10 am

go to the computer shop to play and spent some of my free time. . .

after going home. . . i ate my lunch: again on the list nilagang baka one of my favorite food. . .

after eating i again watch the t.v up to 2 pm

when i got bored watching t.v i decided to play the piano. . .hehehe good to me i learn a new piece and its called The Harebells. . .

up to now i'm surfing the net and later got to hung out with my friends at the school up to what time we want. . . 

Feeling: rejuvenated

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the pain of wanting to be loved

angelmon posted this last April 28, 2006 at 06:22 PM.

i cant blame her for getting upset. . . i admit its my fault why shes somewhat mad at me. . . i know the thing that make her mad,because i told her that i will talk to her and i know that pissed her off. . .

i want to tell her give me time and i can do that . . . know i wont promise you a date when i will do that. . .

maybe she feel like a whole life waiting. . . but i want to know can a phone call make you feel better even a little?

know i really hurt her feeling. . . why am i like this i can say how i feel but i cant prove it to the person. . .

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my day today. . . i'm happy becoz i can know register to smart's unlimited wahahaha. . . i slept at 1 am this morning and got up 5:30 am to play basketball. . . that morning i feel damn sleepy. . . and now when i've just read her post, i feel sad that i'm the most stupidess and stubborn guy in the world. . .

i have no guts. . . but as day pass by i realize that my shyness should fade away for the sake of telling my feelings and preventing my stupidness to hurt anybody's feeling. . .

its not to long. . . time will come that i can do the thing i want to do without doubting a thing. . .

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i just want to tell her that please understand me for what i am for now but i promise to change. . . i want to clear up some things here that i dont treat you as an invisible girl i like you and i want to prove so i'll TRY to do the right thing.

Feeling: depressed

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just an ordinary day

angelmon posted this last April 25, 2006 at 05:59 PM.

ohhh what a day. . . nothing much happen

my day goes like this:

--> wake up probably about 5:30 am

--> then i proceed to the basketball court near our home and play with my frends up to uhmmm 8:00 am

--> we water the plants ( ung nsa garden ng school )

--> go home from school then eat breakfast

--> watch t.v --> watch t.v --> watch t.v --> watch t.v

--> eat lunch

-->watch t.v -->watch t.v --> watch t.v --> watch t.v

-->eat my merienda

-->now surfing the net

--> later got to hang out with my frends. . .

thats my day my everyday doings wooh. . . that sure us very tiring. .

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now i know how she feels

angelmon posted this last April 24, 2006 at 05:19 PM.

thanks. . . but first i want to greet you a  HAPPY B-DAY  . . . now i know what you feels about of what i'm doing well i guess this only means that i should do it before anything else. . . bout the nagpaparinig ka whenever i'm standing by im very sorry of that. . . i don't want to break your heart if thats the only thing i got to do well i have no choice i will just do it. . . maybe after doing that it will give me the guts. . .

How can I entrust you with something that is very special to me if you don’t do things which will make you worthy of it? Can you tell me that? You have yet to prove it, and I know that you know what I mean.(an exerpt from your blog kimochi?)---> does you mean i  need to tell you the word which signifies 1.4.3?

you said you have no plan of being in a relationship this coming year. . . maybe it will change maybe but i'm ready to wait. . .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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why i am like dis

angelmon posted this last April 21, 2006 at 05:07 PM.

i dont whats my problem. . . you may say i'm MADRAMA with my post but its wat i feel and want to say. . . there's to many questions bugging me. . . and many things i want to ask but i cant tell or ask HER. . . tell me what to do anybody most especially the girl i like i want to  know what you feel. . .

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